When I am alone is the only time that I am able to feel my emotions untainted. That makes alone time very important to me regardless of what my emotions are. Nothing wrong with being with other people, but sometimes, I just want to know what I am feeling, and to let it go and not be holding onto it anymore. Sometimes in the right circumstances I can achieve the same experience in a crowd, but when I am at home with my family, it is nearly impossible. Their emotions are so important to me, and I am at this point in my life incapable of not taking them on.
This is my truth.